Differentlywired94

Today I would like to talk about a subject that stress me out. Applying for a job that I would like to do. Such as, working with animals dogs in particular. In total I have applied to 3 different doggy day cares. Soon as I finished the applications they had said my resume was satisfactory. But, as soon as I mentioned that I had a disability they would reply back to me with “Unfortunately we are going in a different direction.” or, “Best of luck with your career!” then there is the worst one of all which is, “Good Luck with your job search!” For me it is so frustrating to hear . During these moments I was thinking, “Is there something wrong with me?” or, ” I am just like you!” “Does anyone see me! Hello?” Just because I think differently doesn’t mean that I should only be put in a certain category. Such as, Grocery store jobs or retail jobs. Just because I have had experiences working at places like that doesn’t mean I want to go back into that field of work. It also makes me feel invisible to them. I didn’t feel like they really understood me. I would rather do something that I would like to do instead. When I do something that I like to do for a job it doesn’t make me feel like I have a job at that particular moment. it makes me feel like I am having fun rather then a job .

Can anyone relate to this on a personal level? Let me know down in the comments section below!